After 34 Years, I’ve Finally Healed My Night Terrors.
Well, it happened.
After 34 years, I’ve finally and completely healed my night terrors.
No more waking up in the middle of the night screaming with my heart racing a million miles per minute.
Even though it took me 8 years of healing work to get here, I always believed that I could heal my night terrors so I put in the work and it is done.
I’m posting this today because so many people question if their healing journey is worth it or even if they will ever heal. I’m the reminder today that yes you can absolutely heal your life and yes it is absolutely worth going through the process even when sometimes it can feel like too much.
You have to remember that typically when you heal an issue such an anxiety, the issue gets healed in layers which means sometimes it can feel like you’re not healing at all or sometimes it can feel like you’re just about to breakthrough. The truth is yes to both of those things. Healing is not linear so it takes what it takes.
There were times when I felt like I’d never heal the night terrors. In fact, there were times when I felt like I’d probably die from the amount of stress on my heart.
Then there were times when I wouldn’t have one for a short while so I thought I must be through it only to have them return and still need more healing.
Believing that I could heal and that it was worth it helped me put the puzzle of my night terrors together piece by piece and now it is done.
Do I still have things to heal in this life? Absolutely.
Is this a huge relief to have crossed this barrier? Absolutely as well.
The 8 years of figuring it out was worth it to me. The 8 years of healing and believing one day I wouldnt have them anymore allowed me to never give up.
I don’t feel like a failure because it took me a long time; I feel like a winner because I kept going.
The people that have always inspired me in my life are the ones who keep going because they believe that life can be better than it is…because they believe they can be better than they are in any given moment.
And while I don’t have a trophy to take home or even something most of society thinks is possible, I once again have proof in my personal life that you can absolutely heal anything you wish.
Where this is a will there is a way and where there are ancient healing modalities, anything is possible.
Happy to chat with anyone looking to heal something big in their life and the steps I took to get there.