Why Do I Rebel?
I'm not sure if you're aware of this but your negative ego wants you to suffer, be alone, play small, never share your gifts with the world, and ultimately "die." I know this isn't exactly what you wanted to hear today.
Why am I sharing this?
Because one of the tricks the negative ego uses is your rebellion. If you're rebelling against something, chances are it's the thing you need the most.
In my own life, I've rebelled against the very people, places, and things that would ultimately help me to grow.
With clients, I often see rebellion show up in two ways:
1). The client will resist a healing because they know it will take them to their next step and this shows up in dialogue about time, money, other commitments, etc.
2) The client will feel awesome after their breakthrough healing session and then go immediately into a destructive pattern. How dare I feel this good! says the negative ego. This can lead to a downward spiral of old habits and old patterns that don't serve.
What are you rebelling against that ultimately you need the most? If you can catch yourself before you rebel, you can choose differently. And if you can choose differently, you can have a better quality of life.
I love you and I'm here to support you on your healing journey.